Tuesday, December 29, 2009


mizahamizah: "if my ship doesn't come in, i'll swim out to it!"
through yahoo! messenger:
.::bie::.: "if your ship doesn't come in, hold me,i will bring you to the island and safe you from drowning in the deep sea..."
.::bie::.: '"my lovely quote"
.::bie::.: regards,
.::bie::.: azli
Yes, i'm all about loving you <3

Monday, December 28, 2009

Her new semester

Before the class 3.00pm: today is my 1st class for this 2nd semester. quite nervous, cant wait to see all my friends and lecturer. hikhik. iye2 je. excited nak jumpa lect (^^)

After class 4.00pm: act refer to my schedule, it was 3 hours, tapi biase la 1st class kan-- anyway, as i told this b4, i got registered for Appraisals in Counseling which is compulsory subject and 3 credit hours will be given for this subject. what is interesting bout this course is Prof Madya Dr. Sidek Mohd Noah was my lecturer. my 1st impression when i saw his face, his personality and the way he gave his lecturer, he was so nice, kind, structural and easy going person.

I felt like i am lucky person because i can learn something bout psychology and counseling instruments from the owner of these instruments that i had learn before which is refer to IPS, IPW, IMKS, and INPS. besides that, i'll be learn bout the other instruments such as VPI, SDS,  JEPI, TSCS, BMRM, MPCL and IGB. seriously i felt like eventho i learned this course when i was in bachelor, but i still not fully understand bout testing and evaluation; validity and reliability of those instruments; the development process; the way of how to calculate, administer and interpret all those instruments professionally. so, here is the good time for me to learn as much as i can and at the end of this courses, really hopes that i'll have the knowledge and skills to administer and also to interpret test profile professionally.

Pray for me....
btw, 4 out of 5 stars for her 1st class today ;)

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Her First Step

Time is running---
But, i still step on the same place. doesn't looks like i've done some works which refer to my responsibilities. this morning, i watched Dr. Hjh Sapora Sipon at selamat pagi malaysia on tv1, while i took my breakfast. she is lecturer from University of Islamic Science Malaysia (USIM). she was invited to gave some talked about redha, bencana alam, helps each others, **act im not sure bout the specific title of her talk. i started to gave my attention for her since i red her research to completed her PhD. interesting research for me, because this study was carried out to assess the effectiveness  of a person centered (Carl. R. Rogers), rational-emotive behavior (Albert Ellis) and cognitive psychology Ad-Din (from my master's advisor: Prof. Dr. Hj Othman Dato' Hj. Mohamed) counseling groups on job stress. alrite, back to main objective here, what happen to me rite now? i'll let you know. 
Act, during my semester break, i have an important work to settle down and to accomplish my aim for this holiday. but, something bad trouble happen to me now which is i felt so lazy to do my workssss.. what kind of works? i need to write a few articles bout my master's research. eventho i already found my title or field scope of my research, but i still not start to do it seriously. sometimes i got wondering, do i really love what am i doing now. a researcher? someone in education environment? do i really want this? and what was the things that stopped me from do all my works? too much silly things in my mind rite. that's why when i watched Dr. Hjh. Sapora Sipon this morning, saw the way she communicated with peoples through media, gave her opinions from her knowledge's and experiences, i start thinking bout what i want in the whole of my life. in the whole of what i decided and choose. do i just want to do all these things as i don't have any aims after this? ouchhh!!! seems like i woke up from my day dreaming.

Seriously, i don't want my beautiful and happiness life drop and i fall down! happiness is my birthright rite?? so, after i realized something this morning, i start to write a list that i should accomplish them excellently!
here you go girl:
1: Find as much as u can the journals related to your research title -> career caounseling self-efficacy. find them from sagepub, ebscohost - ERiC, etc.
2: Understand what is social cognitive theory is about. read from Albert Bandura's book that u borrowed. also add ur knowledge from social psychology's book 10th ed.
3: Find a lot of literature review related to career counseling self-efficacy
4: Find what is ur research methodology -> population, sample, inventories, research method, statistical analysis etc.

Here i just listed them summarily but i listed them details in my personal book.
so, what are u waiting for anymore?? get start now!!!

Sunday, December 06, 2009

Registration Slip

Just now, I registered courses for my 2nd semester. a lil problem happened to me. 1st, I can't register for educational statistic sbb da penuh. for this semester, lect just nak amek 30 students and just 2 classes yg bukak means total 60 students were required. then, for the 2nd prob was, I also cannot reg seminar for this coming semester, just because of I had done registered for maximum credits hour, which is maximum 18 credits hour per semester. so, here is my courses that I registered and I'll be struggling for more excellent achievement:
1. SPS5999(3): Master's Research
2. EDU5105: Appraisals in Counseling = Monday (3pm - 6pm)
3. EDU5102: Career Development = Tuesday (3pm - 6pm)
4. EDU5103: Culture-Centered Counseling = Wednesday (3pm - 6pm)
5. EDU5133: Crisis Intervention = Thursday (3pm - 6pm)
6. EDU5106: Individual Counseling = Friday(3pm - 6pm)

hmmm act quite pack for this 2nd semester compared to my 1st semester. But insyaAllah I'll try my best. maybe after this I should do my daily and semester planning...

Friday, December 04, 2009

A Little Nervous

Nothing for breakfast today. just dreaming how the feel if I'm gonna eat roti canai with teh tarik. sungguh besttttt!

tonight, I'll go back to my hometown. half packing. will continue b4 went to kajang tonite.
act, today is year end sales. if I am not in mistake. had planning with azli to go to sogo. and buy wedding present for kak long. but, just suddenly he called me and told that he got a few works at site. okey fine, give him time to get settle his work 1st.

just now, I tried to log in student portal to check my semester result. after my fren kak khad called me and told me that her semester result can viewed at her student portal. really scared bcoz I know, me not do my best for this exam. doesn't felt nervous means that bad thing will happen to me. hmm... takutnye.. hv u ever heard bout mata kiri or kanan bergedik? if your left eyes yg bergedik, means akan ada perkara buruk terjadi kat diri u all and if your right eyes yg bergedik, maksudnye akan ada wonderful and something lucky will happen to u. so want to know what happened to me when I tried to check my result?? of course mata kiri I yg bergedik. dr semalam lg. really took so much time to got opened result page. with all my strength and tawakkal.
then, after bukak page -semester result- jeng jeng jeng.... alhamdulillah, result tak kuar lg. hehe. at least I still hv time to pray and hopes I punye result tak seteruk yg I mmg tanak. camane tuh?

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Wasting her own time

Nothing to say here..
Just suddenly, after i borrowed 2 books from upm's library i felt like wanna to open this **old blog (hehe) and write sumthing here.
Doesn't have any interesting life stories to tell u. it's all coz of i'm sure, there's no people whose neither addicted with my blog nor reading my blog! ngerrr (just believe me!!)
so, alang2 da bukak and start to wrote something here, why not i just keep on moving to tell what i will do after this. (like i write to do list---)

1: 12pm, I'll get lunch with my rumate (miss ainor) at park view
2: 3pm, send my room key to Mrs Puziah
3: Packing! tomorrow night i'll go back to my hometown. and azli will send me to bus station at Kajang. of course be4 that, we'll dating~~ want to find wedding present for kak long and kak rod ;) 

what else?? act, there's hv a lot of liFe story that i'm interested to get sharing here. but i'm really doesn't have much time to spend and write sumthing here (-_-) 
olrite peps! till then...

Saturday, August 08, 2009

All in One

Hi peeps.. sorry again for my an intentionally long silent. but today i don't want to give my reasons why me become like not interested for blogging field. eventho i know i do not have my own readers... hahahaha that's showed me, i am not a good writer. btw, it's not a problem. bcoz i got dive into this blogging field just wanna to keep in touch with all my degree friends. love all of u! hugsss!!! besides, i don't want to become not up to date person! hahaha is it true, have at least a blog we are declared as a up to date person?? no laaa.... it was just my babble... okay, straight to da point. surprisingly, today with all my gusto i am interested to do a list bout-------------

well, along my silent, for sure there were a lot of things happened. just to let my frens know what going on to their fren. the only noor hamizah in counselling students batch 2005/06. wahhh! mengadenyee... hehehe. okai, so here i'm going to tell u.[eventho they all had known what happened to me] hahahah. ape sy melalut nie??? da takde cite ke???? huhs!

firstly: i am already finished my internship. berakhir sebuah pengalaman yg tak seberapa. hahaha teruknye tak bersyukur. at least i do not have to worried about money because i live at my hometown in my own family home! best!!

second: saya telah menganggur selama satu bulan! hehehe at least i've got my own experience how to become unemployed person. btw, it's good too becoz sy tak perlu isau2 nak pikir esk nak SELESAIKAN ape, ape lagi yg TAK SELESAI as what happend to me rite now! huhhs :(

third: i registered as a students again but now it is the other stage that i was climb. just like the song "the climb" hehehe. i'am upm's student since 2ndjuly2009. =) i am doing master science in guidance and counseling. just to give a little information to all of u peeps. the differentiation between master science and master education. to complete MSc u have to do a research within 0ne year equal to 2 semester. which is u are also need to publish your own journal without any credits will given to you for all your efforts that have you give to your research (thesis) and your own journal. hanya lulus dan gagal! teruk kan. and for MEd, u just have to accomplish the 43 credits of compulsory subject same goes to MSc. and for MEd student, you are also have to accomplish your final year projects and you have to present it. but for the final year project u have 6 credits.

soooo...the questions here is, what is the advantagesssss for student like me? which is i am now doing my MSc???? huhs! okay... the truth is, i don't even care about the credits that have been given or not for doing thesis and publish my journal [will be] but the point now is how much knowledge and experience that i will be gain along my MSc... rite? i don't think that i need to elaborate here what is the advantages of MSc. but if u want to know more just contact me ya!! sy sgt senang hati untuk berkongsi ilmu ;D [ohhh melalutnye. sebenarnye byk sgt nak ckp pasal master nie. satu hari tak abes] for those my frens who are interested for doing their master hehehe. I'll let u know as much as i can. insyaAllah...

fourth: i am now graduated in degree counseling :D alhamdulillah... but its just one step for what that i want to gain--- alrite, to conclude all my babble, let's the pitcha continue with the story bout my graduation (act ***sad graduation day):



from left: kak tiey, kak na, me^^, kak ekin
till then...

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Kerna Hatiku Kau Curi

Heehs sorii for the sort of jiwang tajuk!
Hari ini, sungguh gumbira ;D
Tersenyum lebar pagi ini.
Seperti biase sy melonjak keriangan bila waktu2 seperti ini tiba.

Anda sekalian tentu ingin tahu kan ape yg terjadi??
Oke, ini adalah peristiwa yg terjadi pd hari ini ;D
1. had a perfect breakfast [nyum. nyum] eating nasi minyak with azli di rumah ajiem
2. going to kerteh -> servis his car @ proton servis center
3. hanging out + chatting 
4. hanging out again @ BIG apple (mesra mall) -> kami makan 6 donuts yg sgt enak + cappucino ;)
5. sy memandu kereta azli sungguh seronok!
6. sy memberi present utk azli. selamat ulang tahun azli dis coming 22nd march [celebrate awal coz nanti dia tak balik on that day. jadi tak salahkan??]

Oleh itu, sy ceriakan diri sy dengan senyuman yang paling manis!
Yes.I should do that more often.
Tak best kalau hari yg sungguh gumbira ni tak senyum.

Friday, March 06, 2009

This Feeling

Bile dah masuk alam pekerjaan @ "internship tyme", baru la terase bertape kite sgt memerlukan waktu rehat.

Haiihhh..i guess what i need now is to increase my stamina, and then i want a one day rest whereby i will just rest. takde wat keje pape. kemas rumah ke, lipat kain ke, masak ke.. sume2 tu xnk buat. hanye duduk di rumah goyang kaki. melayan ape2 yang best. boleh ke??rindu nye zaman student. =(

At this moment, im in front of my lappy. mengisi kekosongan jawatan yang tak pasti milik siapakah rezeki itu.. therefore, sy juga tengah pening memikirkan what is the best tittle for my next research. not just that tittle but its all about "my research proposal" damm it i am stress. . i know me sounds like i'm not thankful with what i have right now. ampun kan segala dosa ku Ya Allah.... tak boleh. tak boleh. sy mesti bertekad! sy mesti bersungguh2. eventhough i know in the future, there hv a lot of 'CABARAN' that i need to go through. whutever its happen, i'll do my best. insyaAllah...

Btw, lepas settle cari beberape journal yg sesuai dgn tajuk yg terlintas kat kepala nie, sy ingat nak terus masuk bilik. tak sabar nk guling2 atas katil empuk.=p and have a PERFECT sleep.

Seriously, i'm really TIRED!
tapi oke jgk stay up mlm nie. bole temankan azli yg odw balik ke dungun terchenta nie. kan.kan. hee ;) semoga selamat sampai. 

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Guidance Activities

Guidance Activities:
1-4 program kenali diri
6-7 program bengkel ekspresif siswa
oke, nak cite sket pasal program "Kenali Diri"

Program nie adalah road show yang unit kerjaya dan kaunseling akan jalankan. Kami akan bergerak dari kolej ke kolej bermula pada hari ahad hingga khamis (1 - 4 feb 09). Pengisian program nie lebih kepada memperkenalkan unit Kerjaya dan Kaunseling kpd student UiTMT. jadi cara kami nak attract student, kami sediakan ujian-ujian psikologi seperti ujian minat, kerjaya, personaliti, gaya bercinta dll, dan beberapa senarai semak seperti ego diri, cincin, mata hati, warna, ilusi dll. dan tak tinggal la inventori sidek. (kelebihan buat aktiviti ini ialah : apabila kami menginterpretasikan inventori yang dijawab oleh pelajar, maka sewaktu itu, kami akan mengambil peluang untuk menjalankan sesi kaunseling bersama pelajar tersebut)
p/s : kawan-kawan pun bole cuba buat aktiviti bimbingan ni.

Selain drpd itu, unit juga membuka pendaftaran kerjaya bagi pelajar tahun akhir. Kami juga mengedarkan buletin, pamplets serta buku tips untuk pelajar. Tak ketinggalan, kami turut menawarkan sesi kaunseling kepada pelajar yang berminat (hee sbnarnye kami yg tgh berusaha keras untuk mencari klien)

Her Reasons

Blogging is good for our health, according to Fernette and Brock (2005) from a press release titled the “Brain of a Blogger” stated there have a few reasons why blogging is good for our health as listed bellow:
1. Blogs can promote critical and analytical thinking.
2. Blogging can be a powerful promoter of creative, intuitive, and associational thinking.
3. Blogs promote analogical thinking.
4. Blogging is a powerful medium for increasing access and exposure to quality information.
5. Blogging combines the best of solitary reflection and social interaction.

and also bring us the happiness 
Because of these reasons, i'll start blogging! 
happy reading people!