Sunday, January 02, 2011


Yer betul. sy sedang menderita. i am suffering of what i'm done. 

Menyesal dan rasa semput. 
Nak bernafas pun terasa lelah.
Teuknya kesan atas ape yg telah sy lakukan.

i'm trying to act as normal, 
i'm trying to be realistic and
i'm trying to not thinking too much about my critical condition.
But i still cant lie my heart.

Allah, please guide me...
start from this moment, i promise to myself . . . i will never let myself suffer again for ever. full stop.